a friend of mine, let's call her miss owl. she has the habit of fidgeting whenever we're watching a movie. or her eyes would drift somewhere else during a conversation. she is just. never here. and i used to despise that. until i am in that position. i can't focus on a single normal task and enjoy it anymore. and it is extremely exhausting to have your mind somewhere else when you're just suppose to sit down, relax and enjoy a stupid movie. wake up wake up!

well. so much for this week's grudges. let's move on people. so... what's new. okay. i just went to mcDonald's for a take out. and they left out my cheeseburger! how bad is that? to cheat me of a cheeseburger when i am so obviously in a mid-life-crisis. life has a way of going down when things are bad enough. or so i told myself. i could really just make do with the apple pie, fries, coke and sundae but i have to bitch about that cheeseburger now do i. sorry... i am beginning to lose my mind, if i can find it.

back to the topic. what's new... what's new... WHAT'S NEW??!!!.... *squeezed brain really hard* *digging the skin on my forehead really hard* *ouch* *curse*

oh ya. i received my shoes ordered online. after almost a month. i was beginning to fret and imagining the unknown and wrote an annoying letter to the customer service. i have bought tons of stuffs from this website before and they were always punctual on deliveries. okay, that was ages ago and from another planet. but yes. the kastam malaysia took their time to approve the parcel so i can't really blame anyone here. but oooo... it is really not funny to tease with me now, during this unstable sanity climate.

focus. focus. focus. whether it's on the food, the movie, the staircase, or my toes. i can do this. and stop buying overpriced item which you don't need. *look in the mirror*