before this turn into my outlet of misery. i have to stop. and yes. i can't sleep. during the nights. and it's turning into a vicious cycle. i zombie-ed through the day. and i bore myself.

too many thoughts. mostly rubbish. and it's time to clean up. put a simple task in front, and execute it. start from zero. like a baby. you can do it. you must.

so. i guess now i have a new resolution every weekend, will tell myself to have a good rest before i start every monday. turns tuesday and i am no where near the start. then wednesday i spend half the day dozing off and another half making excuses why i couldn't execute the plan. Thursday i mope about and starting to moan the weekdays lost (totally insane). Friday i make a new resolution again.

this is so NOT going to happen again! i will NOT allow it! i will be efficient from now on. no more moping about. and no more useless browsing and online window-shopping that are oh-so-addictive. no more! no more!

so before i try to get some sleep before midnight, i have to flush this out of my system. had an idea to get a cheongsam for this coming CNY. and fell in love with this cheongsam on etsy. too bad it's too small on me. i will not be obsessed and lose sleep over this again. bye bye luv! goodnight!