the city of cats

7/23/2013 12:07:00 AM / Posted by Meanniee / comments (0)

it was the first time i stayed in a house with big furry cats. having those big piercing eyes staring back at me did not put me at ease but... it was one of the most relaxing stay i have ever had.

thank you. the pizza, spaghetti, chicken drumlets have never tasted that good. and shall never be again.

love thyself

7/09/2013 10:01:00 PM / Posted by Meanniee / comments (3)

i used to go blank at quotes such as "learn to love yourself". i don't know if it's possible to not love myself more. i'm every bit self absorbed, self centered, self-ish. of course i love myself.

but then i started to hate myself. i don't want to be me anymore. i don't want to change me. i don't want to accept me. i am just never... enough.

love thyself. is it possible? can i love what i have... can i love what i don't have... can i love what i can do... but also love what i can't do... can i love all these flaws and strengths in me? i don't know.

i want to be better. but i am not sure if i am cut out for it. to love thyself. is hard.

Also to quote:

A dog is the only thing on earth that loves you more than you love yourself.

It's true. It's sad. not for the humans. but for the dogs. 

up for adoption

7/08/2013 11:01:00 PM / Posted by Meanniee / comments (0)

3 passed away. 5 survived. 3 up for adoption.